wish me luck~ *cross fingers*

and its 5AM!!!

thank you for being there for me loves. ♥

Tears falling, the rainy weather just make it feels worst.
But yesterday seem so surreal, and wish it didn't just end.
Oh, i'm so bad at goodbyes.
Wish you all the best.

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one






I know where i stand. It's time.

As much as i want you to leave me. There will always be a string for me to pull you by. So please don't, even though i knew it could be too late to do anything that doesn't mean its the end for us.

Because I want you so bad, it's my only wish.

Its so funny when you heard amateur mandarin speaker. Abit weird when there's cricket sound lingers. Wonder if people who are ace in theory, will also ace in their practical? hmmmm :P
Its 10 mins to 7. i bet i'm going to fall asleep @ Sentosa later. =X




it seems so inapropriate, but i'm loving it. enjoying it, before it ends.

miss you.

i hate to say this.... i think, i just fall ♥

Went to Jalan Kayu, yesterday for supper after 4sector flight. Khalidah and Ady decide to order Paper thosai. And look at their "standard" size thosai!! We were shocked when they served it to us. *Laughs* Plus people around us start to giggle at us. And yes they manage to finished it. =))

Now i just can't wait for my Perth flight this Sunday. Shopping!!Shoppping!! =D All i need now is a break from work. Staying at home doesn't do justice anymore.

I have decided where to go in December. *grins*




all i need is a getaway. ♥




-oh yea in case you read, i don't know why you are sick about telling me you've moved on. When you are the one e-mail me.

It's time to get over yourself

Met up with Nab. for manicure session over at CWP. Bump into Khalidah, and the funny part, we bump into her while she was scolding Hans(her lil brother) so adorable!! I don't know how can you scold such a lil angel face.

Watched The Last House On the Left on DVD with Sis
Such a gore and revengeful saddistic film!! Rate it 8. I was shouting nd sheepishly screaming for mercy!! Worst than Saw film!! Love the ending part.


After kidnapping and ruthlessly assaulting two teen girls, a sadistic killer and his gang unknowingly find shelter from a storm at the home of one of the victim's parents -- two ordinary people who will go to increasingly gruesome extremes to get revenge. Loaded with shocking twists guaranteed to leave you on edge, it's the ominous film critics call, "One of the best horror remakes ever made"

And Sarah Paxton is in it!! And i was amaze the twist in the story.
Revenge is sweet ♥


Life is on the bright side for me now. With plans to start school next year August. :D
And don't you love it when someone just filled you up with plans in near future.

my tummy fills with butterflies everytime i see your name. ♥

Im sooo glad i went home straight after flights. Three days of morning flights just killed me. Right there and then.

Oh well, here are some of the pictures that are taken in October. =D

Another end of the year usual catch up. But this time round Tabby couldn't make it.




Amylia Birthday Bash!!



As usual the last minute gathering, after my Taipei flight.



And i met Charlie Brown in person. =D

Pretty much October alright. =)))
Anyway, im not going to heavenly Bali this Dec!! Prolly heading to Bangkok for a shopping trip. That if Nat gets day off. UGH!! As much as i was looking forward to Bali, the plan need to post pone to January - March(Birthday) Hmmm..

Well i hope im going to Bangkok, since its a sub load ticket. 50 50 chance that im gg to enjoy spending my leave here in SingSing. *grumbles

But thinking about Taurus just makes everything seem alright. =D

when butterflies lingers... you know what is it.. ♥♥

Its a slap in the face Zahra.

The weather and the news that i heard oh just so depressing.
I just want to run away and hide. Dissapointment? Yes. Indeed. Hurt? Yes. Deeply.

Now i am so in mood to have a getaway trip by myself.

So what happen when your mum grab your candy away from you?
Will you cry till someone buy you another? Or will you cross the street and buy it yourself? Or will you just sit and look at other kid stealing your candy?

This is life. Full of choices. Full of mistakes. But why is it hard for someone to forgive?

Sometimes you are so excited to see what's in store for you tomorrow, you hope for the best. But most of the time you actually wish for the greatest.

We will never be contented until we find the right space.


this is zahra being emotional.