ok previous post abit too head over heels.

Love is such complicated thing to deal with. Maybe the problem with me i move on too fast. Too bloody fast. See lah zahra, you know you are not that patience girl, and you know that you going to act impulsive. Now you are just hurting yourself more and also the person you loved most.

Okay, im not gg to bitter about this anymore. Now im gg to stand on my two feet and head to the bathroom. heehs. Going to have a long warm shower as I bought myself new strawberry shower gel yesterday =) going to pamper myself today.

And tomorrow will be a new day.

AUF WIEDERSEHEN!!

Ola!! alright i think i just have to start blogging again. Since i got the greenlight to use the computer every now and then. *grins* uh huh, im using my sis's computer. What happen to my lappy? It crashed, like literally, physically CRASHED!! kapuuut!! :'( sad i know. Gg to get a new one soon, well if my pay increase that if. =))

Anyway how is Ramadhan month going for everyone eh? Fasting enough to celebrate Hari Raya? *evil smile* nyahahahaha. Well i hope everyone had a great time this month and hoping next month will be better one. =) Well i hope i will.

As for me, i spent like half of my September month with Alfie, yea we are two crazy people to fall in love. I just love the way we talk things out and try to understand each other better. I love the way he actually makes me feel silly and tell me its alright to feel silly. I love his thoughtfulness and respect me that i have curfews. I love most is the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking. And of course i love him for who he is. Well its pointless now then, cause "This, too, shall pass"

Let it just be a memory.

I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.Because the words that i said to you yesterday was out of anger, and yea actually secretly i hope everything will be fine. In fact Perfect. I have the feeling i've already lost all my cards to play the game again.

Tabby sayang!! thank you for being there for me even though it was in the middle of the night! Will see you on Monday! Total retail theraphy needed i thnk more then that. CUBA? =P