So it has been a month past. Damn right it was a rollercoaster ride. And zahra, you need to compose yourself and be sure of what you want.

Yes i'm selfish, i still hold back and afraid to be in the picture. But right now im sure i am going to put everything aside and stand on the ground. On Alfie's. =))

Truly i am sorry for letting you feel that way.



Maybe my past will always haunt you, no matter how hard you try to deviate from it. But how do you think i survive? p.s im nt proud of it because maybe i concealed myself from the truth for so long, that the lies are the only thing i know. Maybe it's hard to filter out the good people from the bad, the ugly from the not so ugly. But maybe, just maybe, you'll keep trying. Because maybe, just maybe, there's a thing called a second chance. And maybe, just maybe, you'll find redemption in me someday.



sometimes love is not as perfect as we wish it would be....but the best thing in love....is to give it to the person who really deserves that love and loving you back again.